heartbreaks that never happened

I never really thought that we would ever grow apart. Boy was I wrong. Not only did we grow apart, but I never thought we could grow as apart as we did. I can't recall the last time I talked to him. He seems like a distant memory from long ago. Often I wonder, how did this all happen? I mean where did it all go wrong? I wish there was a way to fix this but sometimes I worry the damage is permanent and that this is how it's gonna be forever; Me pining uselessly and hopelessly after him and him never knowing and as a result, never caring. They say love hurts, and while I don't know for sure that that's what this is, it hurts all the same. I guess I can only hope that it gets better from here. Until next time, remember to Follow Your Own, and let your Heart Speak.

stranger things

Last night I had some pretty strange dreams. and when I say strange, I mean REALLY STRANGE. I don't think I'll tell them here...or ever really. Some things are definitely better off unspoken. I guess I'm still getting the hang of this blogger business. Bear with me. until then, Follow Your Own and let your Heart Speak. <3 :)

Minds that ramble and wonder

Today I thought about him. It was raining and I was in the car with my best friend. How he came into my thoughts, I don't know, but I can't seem to get him out. All I wanted was a 'happy ever after' but of course those don't exist. Now my only goal is to reach out to him. Why do boys have to be so stubborn??!

Day 1-New Beginnings

Today I have started something new. I think this is a new chapter in my life...I'm excited!