Life Changers...Ugh

Sooo today was one of those days that should've ended before it even began....I can't really even blog today. There's just too much going on in my head to make sense of it all. Classes are about to start soon, and camp is coming up even sooner than that. Saturday is really my only free day for a while and I'll probably spend it finishing my room and rearranging. I've lost three days already of work and I can feel my energy dying as each day progresses on. I need my room done before classes start because I don't know when the snow is gonna happen. An old boyfriend of mine and I have been talking again-well flirting really-but i'm not sure where that's going. On top of that, I've been talking to two other people, one jokingly and the other... He's a new soldier but I guess I'm trying to make more of what's actually there. There isn't much to start with and now i'm making up scenarios for the future without even knowing what it will bring. Nowadays I just tend to live life and not much else. So much for a short schpiel today..haha oops. Oh well. Thank you for bearing with me. Venting is good for the mind. I'm about ready to drop now. Until next time everyone. Always remember to Follow Your Own and let your Hearts Speak.  <3 (:

Decisions Decisions...

Sometimes I think I know what I wanna do but other times I'm not so sure... I know one thing is for sure, I'm gonna try my best to stay current on this blog. I can also say that watching and reading about Fairy tale love and everything is getting me down...I can't wait until the day when I find my special someone. I never had a high school sweetheart but I had someone who came close to that category? He's kind of a prick now but that's really only to other people. TECHNICALLY he was my first and so we're closer than most people with the exception of my best guy friend since fifth grade. That's another story for another time. But when HE comes along, I'll be waiting(: Until then, I'll be Following My Own and letting my Heart Speak.